don't worry, i won't give a shit about you anymore.

i promised myself more often than not, to not care about you.

but then, i often find myself caring more then i should.

people tell me i should get over you.

not only one person, but many people.

i try to listen, my ears do, my brain does, but my heart doesn't.

i don't know what i like about you. i don't know what's so good about you.

in fact,

you have such a crap attitude, sometimes i can't even freakinn' stand you.

cristal doesn't see what i see in you, alot of people do as well.

AND i don't understand why i like you either.

i tell myself many times everyday, to get over you, get over you.

sometimes, i waver and probably start getting over you,

while other times, i just can't seem to get you off my mind.

i'm really tired and sick of this.

sick and tired of hanging on to nothingness.

no, i'll never let you break my heart.

never ever. cos you're not worth it at all.

no matter how hard it was, i stayed strong, and never let you broke my heart. but sometimes, i just have to say you have a heart of damn no kindness. you never spare a thought for others. you only care and think about you, yourself, and YOURSELF, and probably her.

i see nothing in you worth my liking.

and i don't know what's wrong with myself. i don't know what's my problem.

i don't know what to do, but i just know, i have to get over you.

and i think i'm almost there.

i think i've almost gotten over you.

when it never ends;
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